I wish God had arms.

I wish God had arms,

When the ones who do,
don’t remember what
the heart needs.

I wish God had arms

When the ones we love
tear us apart without
skipping an orgasm.

I wish God had arms

When the ones we choose
don’t choose us, but themselves
again and again.

I wish God had arms.

When what we called love
was just a mistake, we could
never ever unmake.

i wish God had arms,
Today, yesterday, the day he fucked her and thoguht I would not know.
I wish God had arms.
Today, tomorrow, soon. The empty words of players don’t make for arms that hold.

I wish God had arms.
Now. This moment. This present sensation of
wanting the pain to seize completely.

I wish God had arms.
for i know, if it did,
it would hold me completely
until the pain was no more.