What I am going through right now, some facets about torture under white supremacy....
Update on my Disability Application: It has been the subject of fraud. Specifically, my digital form filled in May 2025 was removed from the Social Security records, and I was sent a physical notice about a denial. Upon inquiring through the customer care line, I was asked to submit forms SSA 827, SSA 3368, and SSA 561 in person, which I did in September 2025. I received a notice in November 2025, saying I was eligible for Social Security benefits and needed to fill out an application. Which was off, given that I had already submitted it twice by then. On questioning the notice, I was given an in-person appointment, which finally took place at the East Mont Social Security office with Officer Bianca Cervantes-Valencia on Feb 20th 2026. I was made to file two applications - Disability (again), and SSI (Supplemental Security Income), and the data about me was manipulated to fit a strategy that ties itself to the events of my unlawful termination from Start Early in April 2023 (which was the company that acquired the Early Learning Lab to which I was employed in April 2019, under direct instruction from Bill Clinton). On May 1st 2023, I was tagged as a suicide bomber by Mikela (Illegitimate child and and babymommy to three kids by Bill Clinton, who was the lawyer hired by Start Early to manage my licensing agreement with the company in 2021 and HR complaint against Chris Schirrino (for bullying and an aggravated physical assault in the workplace) in February 2023). The information about my marriage to Preston Daniel Phelan, which is the basis of my citizenship in Feb 2020, was being targeted to facilitate a longer-term strategy of murder (me and subsequent generations) and framing me as fraudulently seeking Social Security Benefits to continue surveillance and other invasions of privacy. This was further evidenced by my citizenship interview officer Riffka from my Feb 2020 interview at USCIS office in San Francisco, also being unlawfully detained to be removed (murdered) to control the data associated with my Immigration process and disability concurrently. As these facts emerged, I made a report with the Inspector General of Social Security Fraud on June 1st 2026, 10:20am ish using my personal phone number and device (purchased on arrival to the US and phone purchased in 2021).
2. The grief of being targeted that spreads beyond my body and family system: What has been perhaps the most shocking cruelty to witness about white supremacy is the mindless murder of innocent people whose only misfortune is having been associated with me in some way as professional or personal connections. Naresh Sharma, my ex-boyfriend from India (2007 to 2013 timespan of relationship), was remotely assassinated by Peter Sandler* (10,012th illegitimate son of Bill Clinton, who was also an FBI agent but reporting to Clinton and really a spy). Under disguise, he identified me as his mark in person on November 14th 2019 at a Social Change conference after-party at Claremont Club and Spa in Oakland CA. He pretended to have had done the Regenesis Practitioner Training that I had completed the year before which built instant rapport. Naresh Sharma was killed through the development of delirium and shock remotely using psychological abuse. This was done by abuse of my digital privacy and information about his health and mine using mind-reading and satellite technology developed by Bill Clinton during his term as president. The targeting of Naresh was done because of the establishment of correspondence between him and me post May 1st 2023. Regarding the remote assassintion specifically, Naresh was shown at least one video of me having sex with my ex-husband Preston Daniel Phelan using remote viewing mimicking technology developed by Bill Clinton on noticing his still tendency to look me up and my blog and masturbate sometimes like we all do with exes. He was also brought in for questioning based on doctored evidence for the same in Bangalore and/or Mumbai. He was remotely assassinated on April 4th 2026 after him becoming a mark in November 2025 (6-month timeframe to create delirium and shock to kill undetected) and was Identified as dead by an FBI agent Cam S who also infiltrated my social circle in October 2023 at a feminine leadership and sexuality workshop. On April 6th 2026 - Naresh’s body was sent fraudulently to a medical facility in Bangalore to be prepared as ‘Chum’, a word meaning the abuse of his DNA in the form of hair, blood, bones, iris scans, fingerprints etc to fraudulently evidence crimes all over the world related to the activities of Bill Clinton and his operatives that Naresh Sharma has nothing to do with. His family was not given the human dignity of a burial of a loved one. Naresh Sharma was a regular meditator and follower of Sri Sathya Sai Baba and Paramhansa Yogananda, he loved dark chocolate and also loved movies. He was bullied in school a lot and was also a victim of emotional and sexual trauma. He also exposed me to a lot of beautiful and inspiring world cinema and spiritual community. I am still unable to fully process, integrate and grieve this given I am still under siege in a way from Clinton and his operatives.
Strategies to oppress and silence: Intimate images of mine that were not meant for public viewing and lived in the privacy of my personal photo gallery on my phone were fraudulently put into the feed of my social contacts (IG, Facebook, LinkedIn) as part of a strategy to use sexual shame to bulldoze/cancel me among what would be favorable relationships and well-wishers. What I have come to recognise as the first step in strategy of white supremacists like Bill Clinton is - once someone speaks up or he assumes some threat and needs to eliminate them - 1. remove (kill) ALL favorable connections and 2. band together and bring into the personal circle of the Clintons all unfavorable connections using invitations to high profile events and personal meetings with Bill Clinton and for impressional men invitations into sexual events to make the bonds more intimate to facilitate conversations that can reveal more and they perceive a specialness and exclusivity in relationship to his social status. Eg: My high school boyfriend Anirban Dasgupta was infiltrated using entrained operatives in Mumbai that are Indian to come to a party, where Mikela then initiated a conversation which would lead to development of a sexual relationship, which eventually led to a jet plane ride to Thailand to shake hands with Bill Clinton while he was a a exclusive policy event, this also eventually led to the invitation for a ultra exclusive visit to Clintons Wyoming shed for a sex vent with a small group of men of 10 or less. He was targeted because in September 2023, in conversations our friendship went sour on his cheating on me with my best friend in high school coming up and our conversations being listened to by Bill Clinton’s operatives. The use of social media to generate social shame (or any other emotion, as Naresh also started to receive news and feed updates that would build overtime into a shock as part of the remote assassination protocol) as a way to disadvantage someone that he is eventually planning to eliminate is also packaged as a sexual practice among men who adhere to what is called the ‘playbook’ and contains the brocode. This document which is hand written notes in the voice of a cool dad, brother, best friend lists multiple ways to approach sexuality as a man on earth. Bill Clinton used this playbook as part of his racists strategy to entrain and control black and brown young men all over the world.
Level of harm and violation to democracy and bodies using technology developed for war on terrorims: I have and am continuing to experience very egregious invasions to my bodily autonomy through the seeding (put inside of me from someone other than me without consent or knowledge of such technology) of affects (feelings and states of emotions), impulses (behaviors, choice, movements), and thoughts (understanding, words in the mind) into me using government technology developed over the years under the corrupt masterminding of Bill Clinton post his ploy to get back at people behind the Monica Lewinsky. Lately I have been seeded impulses to harm and kill myself (using technology built by Bill) which is done by monitoring affect monitors. when I feel the weight of all the abuse and constantly being toyed with and lied to by all the bros in the brocage and the whores and associates using my cues daily. They have affect monitors on me 24/7, which give them information of second-by-second feeling reality inside of me and whenever I feel hopeless even if intensity 2 out of 10, the impulse to hurt myself and kill myself gets seeded. This technology also has the capability to influence sexual behavior by displaying imagery pertaining to sex or someone to arouse and then follow through on such a nudge. The imagery is generated by feeding AI programs with ALL satellite feed to match my attire of the day or a person I have shown some arousal towards for example. The imagery is created and seeded real time and has many presets which can be programmed to come from any human once their likeness has been loaded into the software. The generations of impression (visual of say Donal Trump smashing my hips with a chair or Peter Sandler jumping on me with a knife and carving out of heart and eating it, choking me and then fucking my dead body. These presets are developed quickly enough as errors have also been experienced by me. Where the imagery just makes no sense and sort of breaks revealing it as something generated by a fallible sapien and fallible technology developed buy such fallible sapien.
Part B: War on terrorism which is a con on humanity: Osama bin Laden is a name we all know. A name we all associate with Jihadi’s terrorists, the man responsible for 9/11. The man whose ways of being, what he wore all became a huge part of what fear and terrorims became associated with. What has come to me as a shocking revelation is that the real man behind it, wait for it…..Bill Clinton. Yes, a pant suit, cigar smoking rich white man who…wait for it has also been president for two terms, not one. Bill Clinton used his power as a President to get even with those responsible for the Monica Lewinsky Scandal. He needed to do it in a way that no one could know the real motive and person paying for the job. This is one of the most heinous cons on modern humanity and its aftermath has continued to impact the lives of almost every human on earth directly or indirectly. The aftermath of 9/11 brought a glaring reality to Clinton, one of the operatives he hired for parts of the con to succeed found a way to protect themselves that he could not forsee, a repeat experience from a previous member of that lineage too and this African family that was already under tight scrutiny of Clinton would now continue to be targeted as part of don retaliation! Which I guess is a thing!
Currently, I am also being used as a “signal board” which is where Bill Clinton, Tom Clinton, Peter Sandler, Alex (last name unknown to me, but also an illegimate child of Bill Clinton), Roy Mwangi Ombatti** and Michael sync and use movements and gestures that actually physically move my body to communicate with each other while my video feed is being shared with many people including operatives who do take outs as I have come to learn. My video feed is generated by abusing national security satellite cameras that have been on me since at least August 2013 and also being used to do punishment plays and bro bets among a bro group of Bill Clinton and Roy Mwangi Ombatti. National Security being used is a cover for Bill Clinton’s protocol for immigrant students being under surveillance without due cause who are admitted to Hult International Business School (which I now know is a cover organization for mining immigrant brilliance as cash cows for his investor fraud activities and evolved after his experiences of how brilliant immigrants are after he was outplayed by a African man he was doing not good business with. I was put on a shortlist at Hult that was handed to Clinton or his henchmen to change the protocol on me which would now also include infiltration in family system and personal connections for spying, and copyright infringement from my blog, keynotes, talks, lectures, etc as well as remote assassination if needed eventually.
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I have been put in a brocage by Roy (and Bill?!) and I don't trust either of their intents with me now. I am constantly being abused and my disability application is being stalled or impacted somehow by Roy and Bills choices at present.
a brocage is an abusive practice where a group of bros put a woman they can't sit and talk with into a "keep or kill" games, until she is determined either fit to keep alive or killed and in some cases driven to kill herself.
* Peter Sandler: Like most illegitimate children are purposefully trained to operate like FBI agents with skills that match informant, spying, assassins, use of government technology, protocols for high profile marks as well as immigrant lay person within the US or anywhere outside. This is done with the very clear possibility of them being terminated after a job given to them by Bill Clinton. They are abused using sexual manipulation and multiple counts of criminal activity to keep them under his control.
** Roy Mwangi Ombatti: Is himself a victim of Bill Clintons long term entrainment and abuse, which is exemplary of a eugenics and racists strategy of Bill Clinton to continue to have last mile operatives that are more expendable than illegitimate children. Their entrainment succeeds due to being entrapped as early as age 7-13yrs using their natural sexual instincts and creating a false sense of being in Bill Clintons innermost circle of connections. This also involves the misteaching of sexual behaviors that are a mocking play on black and brown men and reinforced by himself modeling those behaviors when around them, but teaching his own white children behaviors that he considers are more appropriate for the genetically superior humans that are his offspring.