My body is holding..

1) Control cue bots of Peter

2) Breath protocols for signaling and torture. Also includes sighs, sniffs and other to block my affect and natural process.

3) Invisible torture device on front of chest. Pulls inward.

4) Butt Monsters

5) Eye Monsters and constant maneuvering for signaling and torture and abuse with family members including pointing eyes at dad’s crotch etc. Happened at lunch today.

6) Signaling using sync, atleast 4-5 people minimum.

7) Swallow mechanical with and without asssassination mechanisms

8) Abuse of my parents constantly, by boting them and their control cue.

9) Chhavi’s most likely being doppled and no contact with me created by them.

10) The process of bringing mom and dad up to speed.

11) The household stuff, because mom cannot and dad cannot hold it all even if he tried.

12) No contact with you and worry about your wellbeing.

13) A sense of no financial support

'14) constant drain on my energy by being signalled through and dreams being simulated all, that is very heavy on my system.

15) Managing my own treatment.

16) Disability process, I alone know all the stuff and handling it alone.

17) Remote torture using sensations, pain, pressure, weight, etc - constant.

18) Mind, affect, nervous system, sleep monitors that re on 24/7.